LiFe's Poetry In MotIon ~~<@

For you are not alone....Micheal

2010-08-10T12:42:00.017+08:00

(Blanket, Prince 1 and Paris)

Yesterday I was flipping thru the channnels on the tube when suddenly ‘This is it” came into view. Now I’ve been dying to watch the show, the last show MJ never got to show the world his comeback from his untimely departure.

Those who have watched ‘This Is It” am sure would scoff at the rumours that had haunted Micheal’s life. How could such a soulful, sensitive guy like him could have EVER possibly do such a despicable thing claimed by the boy years earlier, breaking micheal’s soul into pieces like that? As much as I want to hope that boy and those who hurt him will now regret deeply, I know Micheal will not wish anyone ill when he is alive, nor when he is no longer on earth, so I’ll not dwell on it, but I will say this, “You people are DESPICABLE and DISGUST me”

When I first heard the news about the allegations of the great MJ molesting the boy, I was astounded, as I’m sure many of his hardcore fans would. Its prespostorous!
Before I go on further, I must clarify that I’m no hardcore fan of Micheal’s, though after watching this is it, I’m a convert fan of Micheal now.

While watching MJ in ways fans had never before seen in “This Is It”, only further strengthen my beliefs that MJ had been hurt deeply inside his soul. You can see, with every word he utters from his lips are words of LOVE to his co-workers. He has such an air of grace I just couldn’t describe, it has this calming effect that makes you want to hug micheal and protect him. I can now understand why Elizabeth Taylor felt such a way for MJ in her words during one of her interviews I had read from a magazine or seen on tv, I can’t recall.

When Micheal speaks, he commands your attention in a way that doesn’t even sound superior. How he does it I will never know, but his voice penetrates your soul and his songs ‘speaks’ to you which explains why fans around the world understands him. He’s a rare gem amongst the sea of people in this world that touches your inner being, and I believe not many people in this world could nearly come close to have such an angelic grace as Micheal.

Micheal oozes feelings of Love around him, watching him you could feel his passion for life. I watch with sadness how such a great man is nearly reduced to bones, for indeed Micheal seems quite skeletal, making me wonder if he ever had stop to dwell on his health. Could stress had make him that way, I wondered? Then I became angered, for I believe it was all those hateful people who wrote and say hateful things about Micheal that had hurt him and made him look like that.

(Micheal With Prince 1 and Paris, all photos taken from OK! www.okmagazine.com)

If anything, you could tell Micheal is sad....its in his eyes, you could almost see a scar in his fragile soul, and yet the most beautiful thing about Micheal is you don’t see any anger or resentment towards the people who had did this to him, who had hurt his pride and his soul, not to mention his career.

I don’t recall any news during Micheal’s horror of going to and fro at court did he ever uttered a single hateful word or remark to the people who brought him that hummiliating experience.
There were many hurtful and unnecessary jest on Micheal from that day on, but not many saw how broken hearted he was during that time, only his close friends and family knew....it was cruel...downright cruel and unecessary to such a beautiful man like Micheal.

I never knew Micheal personally, nor will I ever have, but I can say he is a true friend to his family, friends and to his fans. I say that because, Micheal has touched my life, with his songs, and with his smile. I have heard stories of fans getting thru with thier lives just by listening to his songs of wisdom and love.

Micheal is in a good place now, a place where he is forever loved and never misunderstood, a place where no one can ever hurt him or break him again. I can ‘see’ him smilling above us, watching us, his family, his friends....and his fans.

We shall forever miss him, I will forever miss him...and yes indeed I had wept tears of sadness for the lost of a good friend, the lost of a GREAT MAN, Micheal Jackson....YOU ARE THE KING OF OUR HEARTS, WE LOVE YOU MICHEAL.....for YOU ARE NOT ALONE....

Knock, knock!.....No one's There......

2010-08-07T13:30:00.010+08:00

Its odd isn’t it? I normally update at least 2-3 times of my blog once a year, but oddly enough I didn’t do it this year, and its nearing the end of 2010.

I’d probably lose touch with some of my journalistic instinct of late, or high likely I’m just feeling too lazy to update. Whichever it was, I’m back for now.

So, what compelled me to write just now? Well, I was browsing thru the net to look for a second hand True Singapore Ghost Stories Book 6 on the google search engine but came up with none. (By the way, if anyone has one to sell, Please OH PLEASE for the love of ME, do sell it to me, I want to add it to my almost complete collection of that book!)

Then I came across this site, http://www.spookycorner.com/ which let our fellow malaysians tell thier personal experiences on being spook on local places in Malaysia. Yes, Highland Tower is quite a popular tales in the site, most interestingly enough, Genting Highlands has one of the most comments from their readers. While reading thru the stories of each individual, I was transported back to my own ghostly experiences.

I don’t talk much about this incident because I still get teary eyed and traumatized because its the closest encounter I had ever had.

It was back in 2005, November 11th. I was only 19 years old then, living with my boyfriend and I was re-sitting the SPM because I’d failed BM (For the first time in my life I must add! I had NEVER failed my BM until then. I blame the bahasa literature for that thank you very much~!)

My boyfriend’s family decided to take a family vacation in Genting, we ended up at Ria Apartments, Pahang tower I recalled. Back then I only heard the rumour about the white lady floating up and down the apartment windows and I didn’t dwell much about it as we were exhuasted from packing and unloading the things from the car and waiting to be registered.

(The stuffs and Me)

I had to say before I go on that I’m a very religious person and the supernatural phenomena interest me greatly as much as I respect them as well. Therefore I see no reason on a logical basis why I was disturbed back then.

The odd thing was, the moment I stepped into the apartment, it felt not right somehow. I chided myself for I was sure I was just being sensitive. I did not mention anything to the others and the day went by like it should in any normal days.

However, on the second last night if I recalled correctly the boys (My guy has 2 other brothers and one sister) had just finished playing cards and everyone was back in bed in the early morning and I was the only left awake in the room pooring over my books, studying (YES, I WAS STUDYING SWEAR TO GOD TO THOSE WHO KNOWS ME LOL) while my guy lay sprawled on the bed dead beat asleep.

I’m very superstitious as well and when we walked into the room earlier I noted that the dressing table mirror was facing directly to the foot of the bad we were supposed to sleep.
Unhappy, I told my boyfriend about it and we managed to not let our feets face the mirror and moved the bed abit. There were two rooms in the apartment, we took the second room beside the toilet towards the end while the rest of the family members took the main room beside which has its own bathroom attached to it.

I digress, back to my story while I was studiously pondering over my Moral studies and Bahasa exercise books it was somewhere between 2am to about 4am in the morning and there was no mist, everything was dark and quiet when suddenly I heard footsteps outside my door heading towards the toilet beside our room. I looked at the slit beneath the door and saw the shadow of a pair of feet and saw the light turned on in the bathroom. I thought it was my boyfriends younger brother (the one after him, K) and look at the door expectantly for him to come in and check on me to help me study as he takes his studies very seriously, but “Odd” I thought to myself when I saw the light being turned off and the directions of the footsteps headed to the hall and into the kitchen but no lights were turned on!

(K)

Now, I know K as we’re quite close and I see no logic for him to not switch on the lights and not checking up on me when he could clearly see our bedroom light was on. Then, right out of the blue while I was pondering this and wonder if I should head out to the hall the most eeriest thing happen, someone knocked on the door 3x times! I freaked out badly, I nearly jumped on the bed and woke my boyfriend up. When I woke him up and told him what happened he just got up and opened the door. But nobody was there! It was just pitch dark at the hallway, and thinking it might be his brother’s joke, just to make sure we checked on the master bedroom only to find everyone sprawled on thier beds peacefully asleep. K was heavily asleep as you can hear him snore and he wasn’t in a position of pretence sleeping cause my guy when up and nudge him. K’s mouth was open and theres no way he was the culprit.

Furthermore, what made the alarm bells in my head start ringing was when I realised there was no need for anyone to use the bathroom beside us as the master bedroom has thier own bathroom!!!

I shivered and my boyfriend ordered me to go to sleep, I did not argue and begged him to not let his hands and body away from mine the rest of our sleep.

The next morning as everyone was either lounging or getting ready to pack to leave I gathered everyone and asked them in a serious manner “Which one of you guys got up around this time and used the bathroom and knocked on our door??”

K strongly assured me he didn’t and I believe him, neither were the two younger sibblings and they pointed out the same thing that made my skin crawl, why would any of them use the outside bathroom when theres one in the master bedroom? It deffinitely wasn’t thier dad either for he’s incapable of doing such a trick since he was way deep in dreamland.

Now how in logics name could any of these things happen when NO ONE clearly was about that hour and the wind could not have possibly knock on the door either because it was a sharp, consistent knock that only a human could have done......

I become cold with fear each time I recall the incident....I was really frightened and I wasn’t expecting anything or thinking about the supernatural when these things happen.....

Still, this did not deter me from reading about other people’s experiences of the supernaturals or hearing about it. It only serves and strenghten my beliefs that there is life after death and in that place, no money on earth can help you.

So, tell me if you have an encounter yourselves!

InHumane Cruelty Of China's Society Dog Hungry Murderers!!

2009-10-27T03:55:00.012+08:00

As I sit here and type about this cruelty, tears would not stop nor would the ache in my heart for this is what I passionately apprehend when it comes to God's beautiful creatures, creatures who has been part of our daily lives and have not been a nuisance to mankind except to be their helpers in needs....our "SOUL MATES" as one would call them...as I would....

It is long known that people in china has been cruel to animals, what is it about them that creates such need or necessity for that matter to be such murderers towards our best friends?

From fur trades to dog meats....Is it really a necessity in life to acquire this from our furry friends?

Apart from this monstrosity, it didn't seem to declare such need nor haste for much plight in our society. Have these people no shame? do they know that ancestors from around the world are being slandered for their inhumane cruelty?

Being Chinese...this affected me as well...how do I tell people I'm partly Chinese with this shame? I'm only comforted by the thought that I was not born nor being bred from that country, and am PROUD FULLY UNASHAMED to say so!!

I do not know how much of a "VOICE" I could do to help ease their ( Dogs in the videos) soul's but I'm well going to make sure their plight is being heard by not only blogging about it, yet making people from around the world who knows me, hear their plight thru posting this video.

So PLEASE...I'M Begging you readers out there, post this and pass this around as much as you can. DO YOUR PART in spreading this awareness to all animal lovers and people alike so that our 'Friends' did not die in vain. Blog, share the link in FB or Friendsters or the likes of it, email, send the files thru MSN, BE THIER VOICE!!!

It took me awhile to stomach this, and YOU CAN TOO! for the cruelty in the hands of these DOG MURDERERS who needs to be punish in the voice of JUSTICE!

I FOR ONE AM STANDING UP FOR THIS INJUSTICE, WILL YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS DO THE SAME FOR OUR FURRY FRIENDS?!?!

BoOm BoOM, ShAkE, ShAkE..LeTs PaRtyyy!!! (p3)

2009-10-08T19:11:00.018+08:00

After being bored in the V.I.P area, sweet B and me headed back to join the crowd in bumping and screaming while professing thier undying love to B.E.P's at the stage area. I'll let the pictures do the "Talking"....so enjoy ma~cheries!!

"Arthur! Arthur!"

"The Stage"

"Taboo & apl.de.ap"

"Towards the end of the show...."

"The crowd / Fans"

"The Confetti Celebrations!!"

"The Fireworks Display!~!"

It was to say, an awesome night filled with music, thanks to B.E.P and display of lights. Though we had some unpleasantries during the concert we had fun too!

Blck EyE PeaS VIP StyLe (P2)

2009-10-02T12:39:00.010+08:00

So, after going thru the detectors *before you ask, yes there were detectors. They were scanning our body heat in case of h1n1* We were in and going thru another check up line.

Finally we were in and walking on....

Sweet B Walking ahead, passing by the Lions Cage

Party was moving on full swing with Reshmonu

Thanks to my Uncle who was invited into the V.i.P area as a guest, he was allowed to bring in guest of his own....US!

**V**

**i**

**P!!!**

Then guess who we met!!! (Yeah...some of you probably know already thru my FB =P)

**Blurry..**

_***Hitz.Fm J.J!!**_

After we took this shot with J.J, a photographer requested for both Sweet B and Yours Truly to posed with J.J for his Mag/Newspaper shot. Regretted so much that we didn't ask which mag/newspaper he was from!!! AAAAARRGGHHH!!!

Aitez, this is all for p2, more pictures on p3!

As ze' french would say...Au revour~!

What's Eating Arthur's Grape?.......Guiness Of Course! =) Part 1

2009-09-26T23:39:00.025+08:00

So, woke up around 2pm something yesterday, and saw I had several messages on my nokia phone screen.

Hmmffph! sigh and went thru the list and checked what it was, didn't know I'm about to have a lucky streak coming along.

Aunt R's msg was intriguing, she'd asked if anyone was interested to buy 3 tickets to Arthur's day worth RM103 for RM60 each instead!!

I didn't kid myself that I'd be able to go since am flat out, so are my parents so I'd grogily replied that I would look for buyers.

Well, turns out Facebook is deffinately the way to go if you want to get rid of things faster than you can say S-A-L-E!.

Sweetie B emmidiately score the sale of the tickets, which left one remaining. Therefore I'd inform my aunt and my aunt went like...."Eh, you don't want to go ar Trisha?" and I was like "Em...want..but can't afford."

She keep silent for awhile and then said something incredulous~! "Tell you what, you take the remaining ticket, its on me. Go and have fun!!" I could hug my aunt if it weren't bcos we were on the phone!

So, after much debating and hot heated arguments with said partner. He relented to let me go with sweetie B and her BF.

Only, B's bf couldn't make it and suddenly partner seem very keen to go. So I'd gotten the remaining ticket for him instead. B's friend who wanted it first was very unhappy...poor guy~! I'm so sorry!

Before that, sweetie B couldn't sit still and keep asking me to go and ask me to plead to said partner. LOL...managed to create suspense for her, which she could have strangled me for it (She said it herself! hehe, sorry B darling!)

Then the topic when on to...."OMGosh!! what to wear??" and honestly, I'm always trying to got for antique sophistication. Simple and elegant they always say, and comfort too!

We'd decided on jeans and top. Had to change into several tops that would fit partner's bill on decent and this is the turnout below;

(And...wa-laaa....you have an bfre dress up party wear)

(After picture, notice the Goth look? thanks to Sweetie B for the make-over! *winks* xoxo~!)

So, once done with the dressing we took off flight for the show to cut a long story short. =)

More to come once the camera's ready to upload, am having some technicalities with the cam. Who knew camera could get viruses as well? Boo-hoo-hoo..cross your fingers that they'll be safe to upload soon!

I'll post up more of our journey during the concert, so watch this space! *Keeping fingers tightly crossed!!*

Hint on p2 Journeying to Arthur's Revenue~!

*You'll never guess who we meet in the V.I.P lounge area!!* (Yesssh, you heard right! V.I.P baybeh, HoW?? Wait for p2..hehehe..)

Who Say's I C-A-N'-T COOK??!!!

2009-09-24T15:54:00.007+08:00

About a coupla months back, think somewhere in May/June, darlin T.T.Y aka Bestie came to my house and we did some cooking.

Yes, yes..I can already hear the horrendous *Gasp!* everyone of you fear. And NO, we didn't managed to poison ourselves *LOL!*

In fact, cooking turned out delicious! and my partner and his sister are LIVE witnesses to this.

Here's a look at what we cooked!......(Hold your breaths now!...)

Presenting.....

ta-daaaa......!!

So..so? What do y'all think? sumptuous isn't it!

Great, just got myself hungry again~!

ah~well! toodles.....

Life's Nightmare....

2009-09-20T01:05:00.010+08:00

Have you ever wondered what it feels like to lose your memory? Not to remember WHO you are, WHERE you're from, WHAT you are?

Dementia....the word itself makes me shudder, then what about LUPUS? the reason I'm bringing this topic up is because I might lose my mum to a sickness similiar to memory lost thanks to LUPUS.

Right now, I have no strenght to type much about this sickening desease that torments me and my family's soul.

Watch this prize-winning video produced by Vinn Bay and Tee Boon Leng for a video competition as part of the ADI (Alzheimer's Disease International) conference in March 2009. The Health Promotion Board ...Let this be one of life's learning lesson's to appreciate our elders too!

Ps: Who knew loading a video could take so looong?

GRADUATING~S-W-E-E-T!!!

2009-09-18T16:25:00.018+08:00

I can't believe it~! after months and months even years of waiting to graduate I can finally, and proudly say I'm a diploma holder with a certificate to prove it!!!

Yessh...well, I haven't gotten the cert yet, as graduation ceremony's next month *OCT 31st 09 * (OOoh can't wait~!) but hell yeah! I'm totally 100% done with my course and can proudly put in my resume that I HAVE a Diploma, no more putting in *obtaining diploma* in the resume anymore.

Parent's are relief, and now its my youngest brother we're waiting in anticipation for. I can make my grandmama proud now! Here's to you my beloved GRANDMA Soh Aiye Neo. For the times she has non-stop saying to me "Habis surat dulu, baru lu mau cinta ka, buat apa nanti lagi senang mau dapat kerja!" thats the typical nyonya accent if you're scratching your head wondering why the heck we speak malay. *Grins* Oh, and surat means studies in our nyonya language if you're blur about this too!

(*YeeSShh!! The face of an excited GRADUATE!!)

Am soOo bloody thrilled~! It started off with me going to college today to collect my extremely final results for my internship report. The administrator didn't have the result but she said I passed and the result was B, plus or minus wasn't sure. But heck she'd confirmed I'd pass and gave me some papers to fill for library claims and forms for graduation ceremony!

I've recently been bumping into old schoolfriends of late and it cease to amaze me as I've no idea whats causing the liasons. Could it be, because I'm missing my old school life? lol. So, speaking of which, as I left the doors of college and head to my car (which, sad to say was parked illegally at the curb, typical malaysian..I know..) my phone rang, and instead of my partner's name on the screen I was surprised to see JH's name on my screen.

JH and me had been saying we would meet up one of this days, but had never actually got around a lil reunion of seeing each other. Understandably we're both busy, anyone who's been trying to meet up old pals would understand *Grins*

Back to the story, he called and I answered with a high pitch squeak "HI!" since I was deliriously happy to have finally be graduating and now having a call from my old primary school friend was what seemed like a good day ahead of me.

JH surprised me by saying "Are you wearing a blue shirt??" (Its a blue top! but what the heck) and I answered "Yes!...why? where are you?" and he went "I'm in front of you la~! see the gray car in front of your car?"

Talk about mere coincidence! I'd decided why not take this opportunity to catch up? so we agreed to meet up for lunch near his parent's restaurant and before that I'd ask him to lead me to the nearest petrol station (Tank was EMPTY!) lol, in my haste to get my results I'd forgotten to pump petrol. Lucky my good ol' Kancil didn't let her mistress down midway!

There was much catching up to do, I'd learned he's now in the maid agency. So anyone wants a maid you can ask me to contact him, although my aunt in JB is also in the same industry.

I miss my childhood, we've always been thinking of catching up with old friends but we all know re-unions normally would not happen. Therefore I'm much skeptical to do one, but what the heck? who knows it might be a good re-union if it happens.

For now, I'm relishing my happiness of being finally able to graduate. Aaah...life is temporarily sweet to the taste~

Till next post, au-revour!

Another Chance~ Third time's the charm they say....

2009-09-13T12:35:00.023+08:00

We've all been guilty of hating a person, I'm no less any different. Except I'm a creature that cannot live with hate in my heart no matter how much (with only one exception whose name I shall refrain from putting up tho HE knows who he is!) I despise the person/persons that do me wrong.

Therefore, I've found myself aimless of times confronting the people I dislike and make amends. This time was no different.

For those who follows my blog, you would have noticed I'd taken down a recent post in a form of poem dedicated to K.

It was nasty, and filled with pure hate and malice. Therefore, I'm apologising once again for the immaturity, albeit its a free country and one can post up whatever he/she wants on the internet.

Readers, you would be glad to know we've made amends and put our differences aside.

Lastly, here's a pic of the good ol' times we'd shared. I'm holding on to her promises, in hopes this time she'll prove herself a True Friend I could count & trust from now on. (U know who you are!) Well only time will tell, so let's wait and see. Reader's I'll keep u posted!

Mistakes, The Great Teacher.

2009-07-29T16:41:00.004+08:00

I just had a chat with my cousin brother from mum's side today, it was interesting because I felt I learn abit more about what I'm planning to delve into.

You see, I've had worked in jobs and I've figured that I don't like what I see in the working world.Majority of the cases people leave are, (YOU CAN'T DENY THIS!) supervisors mainly's or managers who you report directly too are the cause of people leaving.

I'm not the type who can't last in jobs, hell I've proven myself to be able to pull in major clientsand big sales, well not extremely big but my experience has thought me that I can be better off working for myself.

No, I'm not big-headed enough to think that I'm smart enough to open my own business.Which person did not ever think of working for themselves?

The current company I'm working with told us, we were thier business partners.We're working for ourselves. BUt in reality, we were working for them.

Many people are not happy with the way things are, so they put it into themselves to either work the hard way, or work for people.

I choose the hard way, my life's choices has always been the road less taken.Family and friends are not convince I could do it. But often I'd proof them wrong.I don't gloat over that fact, I just love learning the hard way, thats all.

I know they're mainly worried that I'll end up being a loser, relying on people.But after the short period of time I've worked, I know I can do it.

I have faith in myself, even if others don't. And I know I've people backing me up.I'm not the only one feeling this way, though.

But anyhow, heres a qoute from me I'd often say which I hope you readers will put it into your heads to follow someday when you want to stop someone from making the mistakes.Don't unless they asked for it, for when they ask it is only then they are really listening.

"I've learn one thng from taking care of people, no matter how much you want them not to make the same mistakes u did, sometimes its gotta be that way for them to learn. You gotta fall a few times to learn how to ride a bike.

Life's a learning process, don't stop people from making mistakes..cuz honestly how many people actually listen? until it happens to them, and u say I told u so .but they finally understood becoz they've 'felt' the consequences themselves."

The best thing to do for them is to have faith in thier choices, be there for them. Don't say I told you so as much as you'd like to, becos it already is stamped into thier heads when it goes wrong.

Thts it for now, wish me luck. Hopefully things will work out fine; if not then hey! at least I'VE TRIED!! We only live once, and I'll be glad to say that without any regret.

The silent abandon's

2009-07-28T19:34:00.005+08:00

I was reading last week's Sunday Star, dated 26th July 2009 and tears were welling up in my eyes as I read the horrendous truth of our society I didn't, or rather refuse to believe that it exist.

How could people of this society be so cruel? In case you didn't read or didn't know, theres a high riseof cases of adult children dumping thier parents in the hospital and leaving fake addresses so that thier folks couldn't be returned to them.

Yes! I can hear your gasp of horror, I was horrified as well. Are we really that low? Parents are like the epitome of who we are, and what we are today as a human being. So who's fault is this?

Can we blame the parents? but then again, having a child is a learning process. No books can teach you the right things to do to bring up your child, ask any parents that. Even till death, they're still learning.

Most of the parents who were dump at the hospice were qouted as saying " I don't hate or blame my children, after all they have a life to lead!" What the hell were these children thinking??!!

I'm thankful and blessed as I took the time to reflect back on my upbringing. I was tought from a very young age to be family orientated. I learned from watching my mum, my dad's side is a lil' broken but yet they mantain the strong relationship and took iniciatives to keep in touch and be there for each other.

My partner unfortunately doesn't have that luxury of learning such things as his parent's side are broken. But it still doesn't stop him from being compassionate and take the iniaciatives to learn and he doesn't have the yearning to dump his dad at the old'folks let alone at the hospice.

Is today's children of age so cruel, cold and heartless? No matter how much money you don't have, does it justify them leaving the parents and not even a word to them? How is this possible? Can someone tell me?

My heart ache's reading the parent's plight. They don't mind being dump, but they want thier families to at least still visit them and care about them till thier time is up. Is that honestly all too much to ask?

Here's a few qoute's from them gotten from the newspaper ;

Uncle Chen, 74, (Not his real name) " As a parent, we never bear grudges against our children" wiping away tears.

Ng Ah Kow kept saying " wa ai tui chu, tapi bor lui" (Hokkien for " I want to go home but I have
no money")

Mahmud Rahmad, 58, " I'm sad about being left alone but i understand that my chilren have thier own lives to lead".

Wheel-chair bound Asmah Hassan, 80 "Three years ago ,I was kicked out from the house of one of my daughters in Kuala Lumpur after staying there for a month. " When I sought shelter in another daughter's house in Johor Baru, she did not allow me," said asmah who tapped rubber to bring up her children.

According to experts, among the excuses given by the children for dumping thier parents was the lack of space at home!

So, just a thought for y'all.

CRUEL, EVIL HEARTLESS MONSTER!!!!!

2009-03-31T21:36:00.002+08:00

How could ANYONE BE SO CRUEL?...SO EVIL?..SO HEARTLESS!!!?? HOW??

YOU poisoned my Hailey, you MURDERED one of my BABIES, my friend and my joys in life!! Do YOU even KNOW THAT?

YOU took a LIFE, and I PRAY YOU get the ULTIMATE PRICE for taking her away from US, no matter how annoying, or irriting she was to YOU, or if YOU were planning to rob the house, YOU could have done it without taking a LIFE!

She may be JUST A DOG to YOU, in YOUR eyes she might be NOTHING, but to us, she's A LIVING BEING!!

Can YOU imagine my PAIN of having seen her LIFELESS body, with her PURPLE tongue hanging out like that, when I knew she had so much of LIFE in that tubby body of hers? In fact, if YOU had kn0wn her, she was MORE than Full of Life!!

HOW COULD YOU EVEN DO THIS? Do YOU not FEAR the consequences of YOUR action?
To WHOEVER YOU ARE out there, and if YOU happened to read this, I PRAY YOU'LL NEVER BE SLEEPING PEACEFULLY AFTER THIS, I pray that YOU'LL never be even able to EAT with all the Sins that YOU have done...YOU MURDERER!!

To my readers, I lost one of my babies, my dog the beagle named Hailey today afternoon. This is what happened. I got a call around 2.10pm, I was on my way to see a client coming from Kajang to Shah Alam. I just couldn't register what was going on then, I thought it was a normal sickness...why didn't I listen to the alarm bells ringing in my heaD? Oh why!!

My partner called me, this is what he said. " Eh, urgent! B.Anne (his sister) told me Hailey's sick, she looks like she's dying! where are you now? I was thinking whether can help take her to the vet? I can't cause I'm further away..

My response was in a restless and worried voice, I said " I can't either, what happened? I can't make it in time because i'm on the federal road, also further away from Puchong and there's traffic plus my client is waiting, how?"

After sighing so much, I'd suggested to ask his "brother" who has driving license to bring first without delay and then inform me, I'll see if I can finish my appoinment fast and catch up with them at the vet. The partner sigh and said, let me see what I can do.

I waited...in about ten minutes my phone rang again, and I had a feeling she'd pass away. I was right....I didn't want to be right! "Hailey died...apparently she was poisoned...she was foaming at her mouth...I'm on my way to bury her.."

Driving all the way to Shah Alam, I was stunned and tears were threatening to fall at anytime...
Pet owners, you all know this feeling..

I rushed as fast as I could, I wanted to see her before the she merged with the earth, I dreaded it, but I know I must...I have to...

After coming out of the car, I'd walked unsteadily to the spot where the earth had already been dug out, ready to receive my baby....I looked at my partner, all sweating and holding the hoe.....and thats when I spotted her.....

I saw the box....she's inside...I know it....but still...I still deny....my partner asked me to put her in the freshly dug grave by the side of the road near his dad's place.....I decline...I refused....I was repulsed.....my hailey....

He tipped the box over, .... and I slowly walked around the side till.....I saw her properly now....
I wailed....." MY POOR BABY!!!" I emmidiately bend down, heels or not..... gently stroking her puppy, lifeless....floppy ears...they won't flop no more.....she still looked healthy.....but I was antogonized further, the piercing stabs in my soul could not ease the sight I was not prepared to see.....

There, before me...as I slowly saw her face....the true horror...the PROOF that she had suffered indoubiously...the pained look...and the horrible PURPLE of her tongue hanging painfully out her little mouth of what used to be a cheeky grin!!!

That was it!! I was filled with anger and horror, the same questions rotating over, and over and OVER in my head....HOW??!!!!! HOW COULD YOU?? YOU, WHOEVER YOU ARE, WHAT KIND OF A MONSTER ARE YOU???

WHAT kind of a monster did this to you my baby?....what did you ever do to deserve this evil act, this horrible death??? You deserved NONE OF THIS, no matter how naughty and playful, and annoying you were....you were like a child! everything in your sight was exciting and interesting....you had to be intrigued..who can ever blame you for that??

My baby....forgive me...if you can hear my heart and my prayers, forgive me for not protecting you better....forgive me for all the sins I'd ever did to you....forgive me if I had not love you enough, I feel I haven't..... Forgive me for not bringing you justice and Forgive me for you deserve so much better than this!

Mummy and Daddy is already missing you, you left not even 24 hours....the pain is still fresh....

Moderate New Year ^^

2009-02-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year 2009, to all readers!

Albeit, with the recession looming above our heads it still hasn't hamper our generosity of giving in this festival season of celebration. Why do I say so? while many are saying that this year would be the worst of economic kind, ang pau's are expected to be 'lighter' too. However, I beg to differ.

Indeed, as every malaysian last week packed thier bags and head north, south, east or even the west to welcome the lunar year of the OX. I had gone down Malacca as every year's tradition to the place I'd call my 'Hometown'.

This year's visiting has been put off, as you know my late grandmother's passing (Dad's side) has reached the limit of a year in following superstitions and respect for the death.

However, it didn't deter my loving, dedicated relatives and long-time neighbours to come visit and give away ang-pau's. Now, surprisingly even with the economic downturn, I was surprised that they didn't limitalize thier generosity as we youngsters found out later when digging the red packets.

Its sufficient to say, they didn't let this hamper the spirit of giving even though they're down financially. I'm touch to say, as I know soon enough I will be put to the test of digging a hole down my own pocket when I reached the stage of leaving my bachelorette-hood soon to master the art of giving the "RED PACKET".

Another surprising factor for this year is the weather, it was mercifully windy this time around making it more pleasant for our long stay down.

Am not looking forward to start work tomorrow, (Yes! am working now. Didn't want to post this up till I've done my 3 months *Smiles*) sigh....would love a month long holiday, LOL!!

Well, will blog more when I have the time. Till next post~!

Chinese Inspiration @>---------

2009-02-01T16:03:00.010+08:00

(IPMAN "Donnie Yen praticing Wing Chun on the wooden dunmmy)

It was on the 26th December 2008 that the whole familia, partner and bro's friend and I went to Mid-Valley Megamall to catch a movie. I'd grumble along the way at first as I'd gotten the information that we'd be seeing a Chinese movie called "IP MAN" till my not-so-lil-bro quipped to me "It's about a martial art show-la Jia!" and that shut me up and got yours truly all eager to watch. (Hypocrite! ...yesshh.....I know.... *Ashamed*)

(Who's the Best amongst the Rest?)

So, into the cinema we all got and all geared up as the show on the screen starts to abuzz as "Ip man" was shown on screen practicing the gentle art of Wing-Chun kung fu on the wooden dummy stand especially made for the practitioners of the martial arts.

It amazed me, as the show progressed at how beautiful , graceful and full of integrity kung-fu was all about. This actually made me appreciate my ancestrial background even more so of being a Chinese ever deeper and am proud that theres chinese blood running thru my veins at that very moment.

According to my dad, who was animatedly explaining to my mum about 'IP MAN's history and the art of 'Wing Chun' , it apparently seems the origin of this particular martial arts was created by a nun who define the martial arts for woman back in those days. (If you notice,most kung fu moves are meant for men and none for woman)

As you immersed yourselves into this movie, be quick to note how graceful the movements are, also notice how much strenght was hold back by actor Donnie Yen ( Who I applaud his great acting skills in making this movie!) even though he was swiftly punching like mad.

In a surprising twist, the unusual comic-relief are to be found in this movie at every few intervals, making the recipe for this movie a certain for the gold award standing. This itself makes the movie worthy to be seen at least 3-4 times, I kid you not!

Dad and I appreciate movies such as these, as a kid I'd often hear stories of my dad and his history learning all types of martial arts during his time. I was taught how to split my legs as a young toodler and still have the pic to prove it!

It makes you wonder about the current times, how many people these days actually stop to think before fighthing? Back then, they use the art in its full integrity. In this modern times, fighting is use in every possible method, alas not for its real purpose to which you are supposed to use it as a defence when there's no other way of choice.

This has been a real "INSPIRATIONAL SHOW".

Facts about " GRANDMASTER IP MAN @ YIP MAN" 1893-1972

(Facts taken from http://www.wckfc.com/masters/ipman.htm)

Went to Hong Kong at the age of 17 to attend High School at Saint Francis College.
Was the only disciple to ever learn from Grandmaster Leung Jan's son, Leung Bik.
Originally called Ip Gai-Man.
Mastered 2 variations of Wing Chun

Origin of Wing Chun :

The founder of the Wing Chun Kung Fu System, Miss Yim Wing Chun was a native of Canton [Kwangtung Province] in China.
Learned Wing Chun from Ng Mui who taught her Miss Yim Wing Chun to protect herself from the bully who wanted to forced her into marriage with him.
Wing Chun taught Kung Fu to her husband Leung Bok Chau who in turn taught Leung Lan Kwai and the list goes on till it was passed on to Grandmaster IPMAN's sifu Chan Wah Shan.

For more inf0rmation on the history of its origin, visit http://www.wingchun.co.nz/OriginOfWingChun/tabid/66/Default.aspx

2008-12-21T14:49:00.003+08:00

As I stared deep into your beautiful eyes, my knight,

Know that this feelings I have for you inside,

Is an eternal flame that will never die,

And as we held close for one more moment in time,

I promise you this,

In thy next life,

I shall be yours,

nothing by then that could tear us apart,

Hold me close,

And as deep into your heart as you'd promised,

For time is short,

And your quest is still ongoing,

In this lifetime,

See you I shall naught,

But remember the memories,

That we both had wrought,

Move along on,

As swiftly as the robins fly,

Only a kiss,

I beg of thy,

before your presence in my life,

dissapears before my very eyes,

And move along on,

So must I.

The Art Of The Thread

2008-12-05T02:26:00.003+08:00

Last weekend (29th Nov 2008) mua and my aunt Lily went for a gurls day out. She pampered me with pedicure at O.U.G, (to which she had earlier promised me months ago) while she had both Mani & Pedi which I totally regret not following cuz they did this toootaaally cool design of santa claus and a snowman on each toe!

After that, we went for "Threading" which was my first time...and boy have I only got one thing to say for all first timers or rather what my dear aunt joking calls "Virgin Hairs" that is...BE PREPARED, BE V-E-R-Y PREPARED FOR...P-A-I-N!!!

Thank god my aunt was beside me cuz I was sooo on the verge of cursing my lungs out!! And the nice owner of the shop assured me as they instruct me to lay my head backwards that "Its not pain gurl, trust me u'll like it" to which I naively believed...the moment that thread pulled my eyebrows, I was all red and near tears..like literally!!

I keep whimpering like a lil lost puppy...till they were satisfied of making it perfect *Which lasted only for like..5 MIns!!*...(Oh,the things we woman would go thru just in the name of HOLY BEAUTY!!) but not without giving me dissaproval of making accurate hunches that I'd shave my eyebrows recently. You see, I never really mastered the art of shaving the damn eyebrows, my beloved sister Mandy would happily do it for me each time I sleepover at her place.So lately I'd tried doing it by my own, which obviously didn't seem successful as they "Tssk tssk" me and made me promised to not shave but let them do thier magic for perfect eyebrows for me.In which I did, though I have to say the end result is well worth the ~!@# damn pain. I would deffinitely do it again mind you.

After they were done with me, it was my aunt's turn. Now, here's my first ever glimpse of a unique art of threading (which obviously I couldn't see as I was being threaded earlier!) and boy was I surprised!!It turns out they just used a normal thread, yet it is TRULY an art of techniques as they deftly, and motionlessly twist and twirl the thread and pull out those tricky corners of small eyebrow hairs (How Cool!)

I'll try to capture a picture and post it up for y'all to see when I go for the next threading session! Ciao~Bella <3

Bunny On The Loose!

2008-11-02T02:36:00.011+08:00

Anna Farris is one heck of a comedian, in her latest "House Bunny" where apparently Hugh Heffner had some appearence (Which I must say, he's good for someone who doesn't do movie's) stars as Shelly Darlingson who was never pretty as she grew up (Don't we ALL know the feeling!!) ends up being one of the PLAYBOY bunnys.

(Power Gurls *L-R* Kiely Williams, Dana Goodman, Kat Dennings, Anna Farris, Katherine McPhee,Emma Stone, Rumer Willis & Kimberly Makkouk)

Now, as everyone well knows (or should I say, as EVERY MALE counterparts knows) it is the "Ultimate" dream for any bunnys to be in the centerfold. As Shelly is turning 27 soon, the bunnys and Heff gave her a grand birthday bash, to which she makes that one big wish.

Unbeknownst to her, theres a plot somewhere inside (the typical jealousy point!) the mansion to get rid of her. As the story unfolds, Shelly finds the true meaning of sisterhood and what is most important in life compared to being in the December Centrefold of Playboy.

If you ever need that sense of belonging, this story is for you. Touching yet funny (not to the core though) its most suitable for girlie nights of sleepover- slumber parties, popcorns and a load of gossips to last thru the night!! Giving it a four star rate. ^^

This is it!!....For N-O-W...

2008-10-13T22:42:00.003+08:00

Hooray~!

Finally, with the help of friends I'm so ever grateful too, my blog is finally see-able and readable again.

I know I haven't been posting anything since the last, so I'll update it this weekend. ANyone glad I'm back? *Winks*

Do give your feedbacks on the new layout done by my expert friend, Sara. Anyone looking for a computer expert, let me know and I'll buzz him for you. Again, am ever so grateful to him, Chels and Cheryl Choo.

Watch out for the upcoming movie review on "The House Bunny" coming soon!

Ja~Ne!

Sandler Does It Again!!

2008-09-11T22:25:00.007+08:00

"YOU DON'T MESS WITH THE ZOHAN!!"

(Sandler as Zohan, hypnotising his clients sexually)

Sandler does it again~! This time taking the role as Mossad agent Zohan Dvir, who fakes his death so he can re-emerge in New York City as a hair stylist. Like every Sandler movie, movie-goers are not going to be dissapointed with Sandler's and Schneider's comic relief antics,(Has ANYONE ever notices how often Rob pop's up in Sandler's shows?) albeit this time, Sandler has a surprisingly hot bod *Who would have thought??!!*

Once in New York City, Zohan is given the round-around to get his dream job. luckily he's biggest fan who emmidiately regonises him offered him a job, only to be turned down and is recommended to a hairdresser on the other side of the street, who not only is HOT but also happens to be thier no.1 religion nemesis.

Dalia ( played by Emmanuelle Chriqui), the owner of the saloon distrust Zohan's( By then he changed his identity to Scrappy Coco) credibility, giving him the job as a cleaner . Scrappy finally gets his wish when one of the hairdressers quit and begs for a chance to prove himself worthy. Here's where the fun PG-13 rated starts! Who knew giving hair showers to old ladies were sexual? after every haircut, He romances his clients by giving them "special services" in the back room.

Dalia slowly opens up to Zohan/Scrappy Coco and eventually becomes one of the reasons for the Isralis and Arabs to form a bond of new friendship and understanding.

Schneider's part as the poor guy who lost his pet goat to Zohan didn't miss tickling our funny bone either! So if you're looking for a good long laugh (And I LITERALLY MEANT LONG!) with a dose of crude and sexual content throughout, language and nudity then this is a MUST see movie for you!

And if you ever noticed, most Sandler & Schneider's movie often has a moral value in it amidst the gales of laugher and comical lines thats worth your every cent.

Catch it now, or buy it! Till next review~!

Baby Bro's Another Year Older~!

2008-09-11T21:55:00.029+08:00

(Wong, Justin & Meng Wai -- Trev cutting his cake)

On the right is THE Blueberry Cream cake!

Yes, thats right. My lil' brother is a September 11 baby, LOL!! Happy bday boy, pictures were taken at 12am this morn.

Happy Blessed Burfday Poh2~!

2008-09-11T21:02:00.008+08:00

(Darling, beloved grandma Soh Aiye Neo)

Celebrated dearest poh2's ( Mum's Mother) bday 3 days earlier than original date (Grans bday is on the 9Th of Sept) at a Restaurant in Subang (Can't recall name) where my dad's old restaurant area used to be.

Took every ones pictures except me, this is the only pic I took with grans. Bless her, she's seen much but she's the greatest Nyonya cook (for the fact that no one's cooking is near her expertise as I know of so far!) and the last generation of Nyonya in her family to intermarry.

Dad's a quarter Baba, cause his grandma is a Penang Nyonya and Mum's a pure Nyonya since both grans and late gramps comes from a long line of generations of Malacca's Baba Nyonyas.

If you don't know what Baba Nyonya's are, shame on you. Go read your history's =)

Lotsa XoXo Grans <3>

A Race To Your Death!

2008-09-04T20:11:00.018+08:00

Watch out Vin! Jason Statham is giving you a run for your money in Death Race, starring as Jensen Ames out performing even Sylvester Stallone in the hit re-make of Death Race 2000 (1975)

(Death Cars)

Jensen wakes up to find he's being framed for his loving wife's murder with the murder weapon in his hands, and police towering above him. Finding himself dragged into jail owned privately by the ruthless Hennessey (Joan Allen) who made a private racing track arena within the walls of Terminal Island Prison where selected prisoners with skills to run racing sports cars are handpicked and given selected cars modified (Think Fast & Furious incorporated with Missiles, machine guns,armoury, you get the picture!) with their own team of technical crews while trying to survive precariously out-witting and killing of the other drivers ( innnocent bystanders included)

Naming the event: Death Race, it is then broadcast around the world via the Internet where viewers have to pay to watch it in three stages.With no choice but to agree with Hennessey's terms in his bid for freedom and to get his child back (Each death race drivers are set free if they won after four rounds) Jensen then dawns on the mask of the racer who originally won four races before his heavily armoured car failed him inexplicably which lead him to his death knowned as the famous Frankenstein.

Alongside each racers are given co-pilots also knowned as the famous 'NAVIGATORS' (Thou shall see the movie to get my drift why they're famous, hint hint!) and Case (Natalie Martinez) does a great job at that but undermined the new Frankenstein's skills.

With the help of Coach, psycho killer Machine Gun Joe (Tyrese Gibson) and the rest of the Frankenstein crew, all's well ends well. You know a movie's well worth your every penny (in this sense, I meant to say cents) when you start directing midway and Hennessey does a great job being the real bitch you wanna strangle with your bare hands for making the character helpless in every bid.

A movie not to be missed if you favour the likes of '2 Fast 2 Furious, Fast and the Furious'. This is one script Vin should have taken up.

Vin diesel's latest movie a d-i-ss-a-p-o-i-n-m-e-n-t

2008-09-03T19:26:00.015+08:00

"BABYLON A.D"

(Dato' Michelle Yeoh, Melanie Thierry & Mr. Macho Man Himself in one of the scenes)

Okay, like all the thousand Vin Diesel fans we thronged thru the cinema (which surprisingly had verrryyy little people and mannyyy empty seats) Coke and all (Without popcorn sadly, but the 1901 Connie's made up for it!) and waited impatiently in our seats for the damn adverts to finish and the show of the most anticipated to start.

After it does, we comfortably adjusted ourselves and watch...only to be disappointed in the storyline (Or was it the scenes that has been suspiciously cut by our dear censorship board?) and irritating acting by lead actress Mélanie Thierry as Aurora who constantly acts Jekyll and Hyde syndrome, my partner the hardcore Vin Diesel fan was very disappointed.

It doesn't bring out the best of Vin, nor does it bring out the challenging streak he normally possessed in most movie. Bad choice of script I would say, even with mild jokes such as one of the scenes where they we're in a submarine and Aurora was sleeping and Rebekka (played by our dear dato' Michelle Yeoh) the nun was talking to Toorop (Vin Diesel), later after that Toorop's pal from the other side whispered saying Aurora shows virus syndrome and she might spread it across the globe and Toorop's answer to that was " If she's having it, I'll kill her myself and burn her body" to which at the exact moment, Aurora's eyes shot open and stared eerily into his eyes as though she heard him.

After the drama, when it was late at night and Toorop was out of the tent throwing the bullet shells, Aurora came out and sat beside him despite being told to go back into the tent and sleep. More talk and here's comes the funny part, " Toorop?" "Hmph? yeah?" "Are you really going to kill me and burn my body?"......."Well...I hope not"

All said and done, I feel the best acting was non other than our dear Dato' Michelle Yeoh for playing the part of the caring-overprotective nun, though I must say that in the early stages of the movie her slang and English is questionable as I was pondering why she was having such a hard time pronounciating the words when she's obviously much more capable of doing better than that I'm sure, then again, the director must've underestimated her and force her to put on the ugly accent.

In conclusion, if you're a die hard Vin Diesel fan then please spare yourself and your change. Don't bother watching this as you've been warned. On the up side, if you're not then feel free by all means.

Self-help Indulgence...Anyone?

2008-09-02T17:47:00.010+08:00

(My first self-help books & Beach side fiction of the month!)

The ever famous book "Men r from Mars, Women r from Venus" by John Gray. The partner won a free seminar to attend based on this book by Mix.fm's website.This was held on the 28th Of August 2008 last week, and these were the books I'd got on the same day of that week, Yipee for me! (More books to read :0) )

Well, the seminar proved interesting because we actually debated every mid-way and since it was a mixture of one couple and three singles, allot of questions arose that we couple could explain and singles gave us an insight on today's world of dating. Though personally, I was shocked to find out how shallow men still are in the dating process, guess some things just never change....or could they?

Most questions the single men pose were very easy to answer from my point of view of a woman in general speaking terms. Like for example, one guy said he had this relationship where he knows she's the direct sort. She goes "Do you L-O-V-E me?" and he says he doesn't know how to answer it because he's still not sure, albeit he does have feelings for her but he has a rating system (In venusian language, simple conclusion would be " I like you, not in the I LOVE YOU stage yet though!) whereby its like I like you but its stage one (stage one is in the friendly stage) or stage 2 or 3, and the list goes on if you get what I meant.

So, back to this guy. He's caught in between feelings like in stage 6 or something (Stage 6 onwards will lead to I LOVE U, enough for marriage stages if he feels strongly enough to marry you that is!) so it's between a Yes/No situation. Which in Men's term its simply, "Maybe?".

And of course his straight direct to the point missus goes, "You're NOT answering my question! Yes or NO? DO-U-L-O-V-E-ME?" Now guys, when you know she's the direct sort, please don't go around the bushes? Just tell her "I'm not ready yet, so I can't exactly tell you whether I do or I don't, cuz as it turns out I DO have feelings for you, BUT am NOT sure its an I-LOVE-U stage yet" or "We haven't really been together THAT long enough for me to be sure of my feelings for you and it wouldn't be fair if I lied and say that I do, please give me more time to be sure before I say I love you and truly meant it from the bottom of my heart". It doesn't matter if it hurts her, THAT'S what she wants to hear, the freaking truth whether it hurts or not its NOT your fault if she breaks down after that or acts cold because technically she's DIGESTING the information in her OWN way.

(Note to gurls : Be prepared to hear his answer, and if it's not what you're looking for be at least grateful that HE is honest and it DOESN'T meant he doesn't care about you, he does. Just give him time and space to figure it out. SOMETIMES, waiting does reaps rewards as they always say, Patience IS a Virtue)

Leave her alone when she reacts this way, because she would rather be left alone or if you feel bad, just be there with her but please for god's sake don't put on the "LET ME EXPLAIN' words because YOU WILL ONLY MAKE IT WORST. You being there in her presence is enough to comfort her at arms length.

I can almost hear you guys saying "And then what after all that drama?!" then, my dears you ask her if she wants to talk or if you could give her a hug (SINCERELY as by nature we're VERY sensitive to vibes of your feelings to us!!) Using the correct tone will bring you wonders.

(Note: When she DOES decides she wants to talk, PLEASE OH PLEASE for god sake, just be there to listen, yes its illogical but we find it less stressful when someone just listens and shut up. We're NOT looking for a SOLUTION at this point. JUST comfort and UNDERSTANDING)

See? its THAT simple and Easy, seriously both genders Do speak different languages and its the communication that brings us further apart. I wouldn't say the book has change my relationship much, but it has been PROVEN useful and has Saved Marriages and Relationships alike by 99%.

Theres another thing I'd like to point out to gurls for the guys benefit from this book. When guys gets stressed, they go into a place they call "THE CAVE" ( Its when they shut themselves up and get lost into space) The Cave could either be guys reading the newspaper and smoking, drinking..etc The most important thing is that when they do, GURLS must NEVER disturb them when they go into thier caves, for a more deeper understanding of "THE CAVE" why not buy the book? *Grinz*

Bear in mind, this book ain't a miracle pill to save your relationship. Its just a book of skills and advise to improvise your relationships and to create a better understanding of the opposite sexes.

To be honest, as its my first ever self-help books, (Fictions are my forte!) I've actually find it an interesting read.Its in the top list of non-fiction best sellers by MPH and yes, I've heard of it but never really got to read it up till now.

The seminar was an eye opener, but its too short for a two-hour coaching so said partner and I are going for the one whole day seminar next month. Will update you on how it goes *Winkz*

By now, you must be wondering why the fiction book is in the picture as well. Frankly, I had bought the book as it stands to reason that its 1# Cheap (Its Rm14.90) yes, believe it or not and I got another 10% as I'm a Popular Card Member (Grinz) 2# Needed it for my beachside read when I go to BALI in two weeks time and Thirdly is because the title is interesting, enuff said.

I'm exhausted, so thats it for now. Adios amigos~!

The Crazy Trix Goes to KLIA...

2008-08-30T17:18:00.017+08:00

Yesterday, we (Trev, Chelsea & Me) saw Cassie off at the airport, funnily enough we didn't cry at all. Just laugh and ate pizza. (Yes, we brought pizza! and it was Chicken Classified and Beef Pepperoni mind you)

The whole journey towards KLIA was a journey to remember, it was hilarious and probably fit to be made into a movie.

Why so? Well...firstly, it was all planned that we'd leave earlier. Under circumstances, few things got screwed up, such as Trevor's classes ended up two hours later than was said that made a few Pitt stops a rush like a madman and woman in a small little kancil, we lost all our nerves!

Poor Chels had to wait, and then we rushed into Domino's cuz I thought it would be a nice surprise for Cassie as the three of us L-O-V-E-S pizza whenever we're at Cassie's place we order it without fail.

So, two large pizza's, two girls & one boy, a kancil all fully geared and headed onwards to KLIA.
Cassie & her mum was about to go into the train that takes em' into the other side of the building to where the airplanes were and I still feel so bad we made them wait! We were speeding like mad and only just managed in time, what with Chels droppin her glasses on the way in with the pizza's running onwards like mad, while I stayed back to look for it and managed to still catch up, Trev was parking the car and run up ahead of me thinking I was ahead instead (Cuz he ring me hand phone!)

And as the lift went up, midway Chels ring me, only the weirdest thing was SHE WAS RIGHT BESIDE THE LIFT I WAS IN!! and she didn't see me, gawd! I quickly rush out my lift and Chels was only just in the nick of time to look up and hold the button before the doors managed to squash the living life out'ta me!

Out of breath, we reached the designated floor, only to realised we don't know where Cass is cuz she wasn't answering her phone. Running around like idiots, finally Chels managed to get a ring tone and handed the cellphone over to me to answer it as she was totally out of breath, gasping.

I found out from Aunt Judy where they were, " Go to towards counter F, head straight on and you'll see a Caf'e calld Cafe' Mache Trish!" Ookay, I only see kopitiam or some thing in front of me. Then, in front of me I saw Trev. Waving for him to come towards me, I told him where to head.

Luckily we weren't that far from where they were, running, Chel's slowed down moaning I can't see her! Then, spotting them from afar, I gained speed and urged Chels " Come on Chels, just abit more! I can see her, over there!!"

Poor Chels, she was gasping by then, and surprisingly she still had strengh cuz I said " Chh..chels! *Gasp, spluttering* Yell!!" and Yell she did, so loudly that people around were startled at the three of us running forward and Cassie, of course heard her name.

Cass was estastic (Well...she BETTER BE!) and started babbling happily away, while I catch..oh! sorry, I meant while WE catch our breath!!

Then, I waited to get my Sunnies Cass happily looked at me and goes.."Err...I can't find em, wait..*Seeing the look of horror written on my face!*..ERR...or DID I bring them?..hehe" Great, my lil sister can really be a sweetheart with the word *DEVIL* written on her halo above her.

After what felt like eternity, she digged out my sunnies Bren darling gave to me. "Here it is! Hee..I know why I couldn't find it earlier, everything inside my bag is like black! and the sunnies case is black!!" (SWEAT)

Oh well, we finally had to say goodbye at the departure gates but NOT without Cassie taking a bite off the Pepperoni Pizza we brought all the way! Of course, she happily ate it and sadly hugged us goodbye.

(We're Gonna Miss Uu =( )

(Smile as you walk goodbye~! Cassie & Aunt Judy)

But Chels is not deterred! she told Cassie "We'll see u off your flight towards the end, even inside till we can't see u anymore!!" And see her off we did, Pizza and all!! We saw her into gate, by gate, thru the scanning bags till the last bit of her. Aunt Judy couldn't help laughing at how crazy we were. *Smilez*

(Till Next Year, Cassie Dear..*SOb SoB!!*)

And...that was IT, we finally saw her off a-la entourage style,

Chels stop by my house and got wired up to clean it..LOL!! The night ended with us dropping Chels home and letting her mum and grandma cooed over Lil' Christy who came along for the ride.

Au-revour y'all~!

Traumatized

2008-08-18T23:37:00.006+08:00

I had a horrifying day today (18/08/2008), it got me all upset and traumatized up till now as I type.

I don't know what really happened but this is how it starts. Woke up and got myself all dolled up, as it was Casting day today for a hair shoot at Kelana Square. All geared up and energized, I'd cleaned the house as much as I could and quickly took off to the car park.

Looked at the gas meter and realised that I needed to fill in gas soon. So I'd dropped by the gas station near the house on my way out and fill it.

As I hit the road again, everything was still smooth sailing until as I was passing by Taman Kinrara area, after Bintang where the road leads into the LDP highway (Its a shortcut everyone in Kinrara area uses it) I had to turn at a bend/curve as you call it that leads down to the highway, I suddenly lost control of the car, the steering wheel would not work with me, I couldn't turn it and the brakes weren't working either!

The car hit the curb, went on top of it, turned 360 degrees and crashed into the divider opposite. I was lucky the impact wasn't that bad, otherwise I would've crashed through the divider and down below ongoing traffic of the highway according to the kind motorcyclist who was ahead of me when the car started to swerve.

He (Motorcyclist) came and asked me through the window if I was okay. I was so shaken, I could literally feel my whole body tremble. I just couldn't believe I'd lost control of the car, nothing indicated that I would and I've drove through that bloody road a dozen time with the same speed.

Note: I wasn't even speeding! meter wasn't even at 100km, can't remember what speed though.

Then , he asked me what happened. I mouthed out through the window, and then realised it was closed, so I'd open the door instead and told him I don't exactly know what happened. Weird though, the car engine was still running!

I explained what had transpired and he checked the car for me, afterwards he said its okay. The car's okay only dented. I could still drive it, cause he drove my car back to the correct lane.
I was still shaken but thanked him profusely for stopping and helping me. God bless that man, who's a Malay by the way.

Then, I got in and drove to Kelana still determined to go for the casting. It was a slow drive, and I was feeling real edgy.

It totally wasn't a good day for me, when I got there I saw some tight competition.There was a guy and three pretty long legged girls on the couch waiting for the casting as well. I felt so plain beside them all, but didn't show it. They weren't model hot, just pretty typical Chinese kinda gurls. (Sigh!)

Then, I got chosen first to do the casting when two professional hairstylist came in. They took my picture , face first (also known as head shot), and then side profile, and lastly my back (to show the length of my hair)

I felt euphoria as I had a feeling I was near sure to get the call, then my heart sank. The last two questions they asked me got me down. The first was if I was willing to let them cut my hair any way they wanted. I excitedly said they have my blessings, then if I was willing if they'd colored it. That's when the sinking feeling came in, I sadly shake my head and bit my lips indicating a NO.

I knew my hair was what they wanted, as its a near perfect virgin. I never colored it, never permed, only ever had it cut. I think most of my friends who knows me could safely joke and say that my hairstyle has nearly never changed from the time they knew me.

I had a personal reason why, and they shook thier head indicating they understood. I knew then, that I had lost, as the other girls had curls and colored hair.

Still, I didn't exactly feel so jaded. The director who asked me to come, called me and kindly asked me how it was. I told him, and he encouraged me to try for another casting at Bangsar. That one's for a commercial shoot. I told him I'd love too, but wouldn't be able to make it as the casting finishes at 5pm, and I'd already estimated that I won't be able to make it in time from Kelana to Bangsar as it was already 4pm plus.

He said it was okay, anytime I want to join the casting just give him a call and he'll help me. What a nice man, who knows? Maybe my luck's in there for the next following time. I never counted myself even close to pretty, cuz all my life people's been saying "Oh! you're cute." and back then the definition of C-U-T-E is 'ugly but adorable' in the dictionary. LOL!

So yeah, not much of a self esteem, but I figured its good to be humble ain't it? The closest thing I'd ever got to being on tv was when I'd done the REXONA shoot with my partner. When it got on air, only my hair was noticeble behind the lead gurl's back in the bus. Haha...my hair got famous on TV! How hillarious!

Well, I'll stop here. Not much in the mood to remember much of yesterday, just counting my blessings am not in the hospital or in the morgue.

Toodlez...

Gatecrashers-PartyPoopers!

2008-08-18T18:25:00.027+08:00

Ever felt like you wanna be young, like reaalllll young back into your tweens?

Yeah well, I did. So I turned into one mentally last week saturday, here's what happened.

Last week, I went to my darling godsisters house in Kota Kemuning, and brought along the 'babies' cuz Cassie dearest (Youngest godsister) loves Cookie. Since Cookie was leaving to her new home on Sunday, Cass wanted to spend some time with her.

As I reached there, and Cassie and Chelsea her best friend were at the steps waiting for me. (Hmm...or rather, waited for the babies I think! lol)

It was late friday night, and I haven't had dinner. So we dialled for PIZZA!...but for once, pizza failed us as it was closed. So, I nearly had gingerbread and milk, when I remembered there was MAC'd's nearby!! Hoorray, so cheese burger was ordered and I was content. (Ps: Thank You Bren darling for taking the trouble to buy it for us!)

Oh, have to add that I finnally got a picture with my dearest, hot babe sister, Brenda!!

(Hottie Bren & Mua!)

Isn't she gorgeous? After that it was bedtime.

The next morning, surprisingly I woke up at 7am (Slept at around 4am!) to check on the babies and feed them cuz they were making a small racket in the box that we'd dumped them in.

Unsurprisingly, they gave me a hell'luva time cleaning up. (Think poop mess people!) while Cassie was still in beautiful dreamland, Chelsea was a doll helping me with them.

After then, we tried going back to bed. Frankly speaking, we failed at that, so Chels and I took a book each and read. Then lil' Ethel, my godsista's nephew was up and running about. So to stop him from making us dizzy and getting in the way of our reading I'd managed to pursuade him to read with us. He was so cute when he did, giving this concentrated look at the book (albeit he couldn't read a word cuz he's just two!)

Tried taking a pic when he was doing that, but he looked up too quickly.

(Lil Ethel & Cassie's head)

Then it was breakfast time, and we dragged our lazy bums out for a squashed ride to eat bak-kut-teh. (Bak kut teh for B-R-E-A-K-F-A-S-T!!???)

When we got back home, we wanted to bath the babies. Since it was soo strikingly sunny, we'd decide to do it later when the weather was abit more cooler, and ended up with us napping the afternoon away till four pm.

We awoke and bath the babies, (They didn't like the water!) and then it was Gossip time with Pizza and Coke at the porch! What does a 22 yr old and two 13 yr olds have in common? You'd be surprised!

It soon got bored, so we decided to go to the playground.

(Chelsea, Cassie & Me)

And we got cam-whoring again!

(**SmILeY'z**)

Got distracted with some phone calls, so Cassie took over cam-whoring.

(Candid Shot)

("Yeah..U're right..." Looks Up..Eh!)

(Cassie inside the slide)

Chelsea didn't like cam-whoring as much as us, so there isn't much pix of her. After awhile, the gurls got bored of me being on the phone so they went a join someone's party that was being held at the playground. Apparently, it was Lyndon's (Ethel's older sibbling) friend's birthday party and he was there. So while playing the games, Cassie and Chelsea went and help him out.

I didn't realised until I got off the phone, so I went to watch them. Big mistake! got dragged in to play one of the games (egg on spoon game) Felt weird cuz we had no inkling who's birthday was it!!

Apparently the birthday boy's name is Nathan. We each had a slice of the birthday cake, and I keep saying that we'd gatecrash this poor boy's party to the gurls. We giggled about it and eat the food being given to us by the boy's mom.

(Birthday boy with Transformers Cake! Happy 7th bday Nathan (Whoever you are, lol)

Aunty Emma (Godsista's Philipino Maid) came over and looked so concerned. "Haiya! Brenda got worried when you all haven't come home and especially Lyndon!!" I was so surprised and looked at Lyndon. Disbelieve was showing in my face when I asked him "Lydon, you didn't tell Bren jie that you were going for your friend's birthday party?" He stubbornly denied, saying he did.

Later, we thanked the lady hostess, who was nathan's mum and apologies saying we didn't meant to intrude. She was so kind and laugh it off, even thanking us for coming although she didn't know our names. She also gaily joked that if we were to have our own party, she'll come and gatecrash it too, what a nice lady!

Cassie was pissed off and told Lyndon that he was going to do all the explaining when Brenda asked or got mad.

When we reached home with aunty Em, more surprises was in store. Apparently Lyndon wasn't even invited to the party! Wow, we really GATECRASHED the boy's party for real, LOL!!

It was nearly time for me to go home, Cassie and Chels begged me to stay another night, but I couldn't as I'd promised to met my partner's godmother for breakfast. So Cassie took a few a-la-Paris Hilton shots with Cookie.

(Paris in Pee-jays with 'Bambi')

(Paris & Bambi prt 2)

(**SmoooCch!**)

(Cassie "Am gonna miss you!" *DoGGy HUuuG!!* Cookie "Me too!" *Choke, choke!*)

Then it was a sad-goodbye and flying kisses, as our car speed off into the night back home, with the puppies inside the box. Except....halfway on the road, we had to pull over cause the smell was overbearing and it turns out the babies did a farewell poop for me to change!!

Till next post~ Adios amigos!

STOOKED!

2008-08-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

*Tra la la la!* am grinning like an idiot at the mo~! Went to coll today to get last minute assignment done (Yea, yea, I should've done earlier! but the damn photoshop hates me for some reasons unbeknownst to me! so sue me! grrr..)

Anyhoo, am so super thrilled as I've completed part one of two assigments and "IT'S FANTABULOUS DARLING!!" if I do say so myself indeed, hehe..take a look! All done by me, me,me.....Oh yeah...and ME!!

(Yes, my assigment was to create a magazine cover using phtoshp!)

After doing this and eagerly putting up the finishing touches to submit, hands holding papers looking for the damn stapler to staple when my administrator comes and see it, gave her nod of approval and then kindly let a bomber on me (Uhh..trishaaa...U have to give me a report along with it!!) *Groans!!*

In true malaysian words "Really Potong Steam Man!!" translated : You just spoiled my mood!! So, here I'm back home completing the darn REPORT.

But I brought my camera along *wohoo hoo, camwhore-nista on the loose!* And expectedly took pictures for your benefits. (Thank you, thank you! no need to clap =P) and here goes..

(Reena & Me prt 1!)

(Reena & Me prt 2!)

(The Colorful Star?)

Hmm...We should have picked out a more colorful background on the first two pictures huh? Sorry people!, my bad.

Oh well, all's fair in fashion and design! Sings.. "I can see clearly now, the rain has gone...lalala"

Okie Dokie, thats it for today. SAYONARA MINA~!

You'll be leaving me soon my babyz....

2008-08-11T14:45:00.000+08:00

Time flies by so fast, most times I wish it wouldn't so. In time, most memories will fade away, other times, it is saved and stored in a secret place where you'll reach for it when you need to walk down memory lane.

This coming saturday, I'll be giving away my puppies to my relatives. All three took my heart away, just like how a real BABY would. If you're a dog lover, you would understand what this ranting is all about. I saw them being delivered at birth, took care of them, feed them and loved them. It was all hard work, there were five of them but the two boys didn't survived.

Cookie in a basket, isn't she just adorable?

Thier deaths were heartwrenching to me, imagine seeing a life fade away right before your very eyes, and yet you could do nothing about it but just watch as it painfully fades away into nothingness and you just pray, pray that thier god-given souls would reach heavens gate in blissful peace and not pain.

Cookie was nearly one of them, I racked my brains trying to figure out how to keep her alive instead of joining her beloved brothers. She was a tiny, and weak baby pup. You could tell by looking at her size. The picture above was when she's a month and a half old. She was freakishly tiny compared to her fluff sized sisters, Christy and Lady. Take a look below;

Cookie on top of older sister Chacha, Christy (Head upturned) & Lady.

Chacha is older by a few months, she & twin sister Meegu were born mid last year. This picture is the most recent of the trio (Cookie, Christy & Lady). You'll be surprised to know that Lady is the eldest and Cookie's 2nd, then only comes Christy! yet Christy (black) is bigger in size.

At the current moment, they're outside my door playing "Puppy Tag" with thier mum and elder sisters. I'm only going to be able to live this moment till I see them off end of this week. Parting has never been easy for me when it comes to this.Its like tearing a part of you, or letting something so precious walk away from your life, or rather I should say letting go of something so beautiful and god-given; the trio.

I'll miss them with every heartache, especially cookie. I'll miss waking up every four hours in the morning, feeding her, making sure her tummy's all swelled up so that she'll live and grow. I felt like a proud mamma when I heard her first real bark today, felt so proud when I'd realised she'd finally grown a little, like four inches longer and an inch taller. It was all worth it, the endless nights not being able to sleep properly, all for the sake of her living and breathing and jumping like a cute lil'bunny (She literally hops instead of jumping!)

Yes, indeed I'll miss every inch and breath of them, I pray I'll see them more when they've gone to good homes. I've too many to keep, I just wished they were born earlier, that way I could have kept them instead.

I'm going to miss them so........

Rainy Sunday

2008-08-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

Buenos Everyone!

Aaahh...my first ever blog, and already the title says it all of my current sad existence of a moment about what I feel. Chocolates anyone? I have to admit one thing before I do go on tho, I had a blog, this is my second actually, but I will try to keep this one in tiptop shape as my days are free so, blogging this will be for me. (Notice some poetry going on here? LOL!)

Well then, its a sunday today. Nothing much, the usual lazing on sundays are supposedly the better of all days in the week, no? I have thoughts of shopping, (as does any girl would!) but my partner has other plans like watching Olympics football (They should banned football in Olympics, what will football having so many kinds of seasons!!) so there goes my "brilliant idea" of how to spend your sunday today. *Crunching paper being tossed into the bin sound*

Oh well, toodle-de-dum! So how should a Sunday be spend I wonder? Maybe I'll try conning my partner to see a movie after dinner, any ideas what good movies to see? Nevermind, scratch that. He just gave me a boulder by saying MU is playing at 10pm.*Sob sob!* So much for a movie, sigh.

Geez, talk about boredom mania! Oh, I have to fill you in on a wedding I'd attended yesterday night. It was held in KL, somewhere along Jalan Tun Razak at a restaurant named Flower Drum (Or something to the extend, can't remember!) and at the start of the wedding dinner it was totally weird, we felt like aliens!. Why alien? 50% of those people sitting around me and my brother (Mum was seated at a different table three feet away) are family members we never knew existed! (Yes, yes, its to be expected I can hear y'all say, ahh...but wait! letme go on and you'll understand why)

Well, as I come from a NYONYA background we pride in being very, very family orientated. So it really is a huge shock finding out you don't really know who most of this people are, let alone the irony of it is that the bridegroom is my cousin who I didn't even knew existed and am appearing on his wedding dinner to which he himself doesn't know that I'm..well..errr..We are there. Even as he shook my hands after the whole dinner was over, as usual the bride and groom stands at the entrance thanking everyone who came. He still has no inkling he has shook hands with a relative. I could literally see it in his eyes that he has no idea!

Yeah well, no biggie I know.Its happened many a times, anyway this wasn't what I wanted to rant about tho. No, it was the ugly joke that happened during the wedding reception.

Normally, as the guest waits for the bride and the groom to appear in every chinese wedding dinner, guest are treated with food and beverages while being occupied by the emcee/emcees of the day.

First blunder; food arrived late, emcee was boring us with lame jokes (I meant really, "Weddings are all about guys losing thier bachelor degree and woman gaining thier masters!") Second blunder, Shark fin soup came second? Isn't it supposed to come first? Thirdly, friends/ relatives were toasting "Yam Sengs" to each other instead of to the bride and grooms (this was before, during and after the bride and groom came into the wedding hall) which was quite rude to be honest, (Hello people? ITS THE BRIDE AND BRIDESGROOMS DAY?) Oh, the wedding horrors!

Thankfully though, I think the happy couple didn't notice much of those blunders, so it was a success for them I assume.

*Hands up who has gone to weddings with realllllyyy bad emcees?!* Yes, this was one of them. He requested for us to "Please stand on your toes everyone?" and while congratulating the lovers, instead of " and thirdly.." he said "and TOADly.." followed by silence..and a loud guffaws coming from my table!!

Oh gosh! I tell you, he was then nickname the "TOADLY" guy and we had Toadly jokes, really he tried making jokes but it ended up being lame, but the best part was He was the butt of all jokes thorought the evening. Poor guy...

Alright, this is it for now. Next time, I'll compiled a list of DO's and Don'ts when you go for weddings. Till then, Ciao bella!